yo
아직 난 사랑이란
감정에 충실하지 못한것 같아누군가의 누군가로 지내는게
그리 어려웠나?고통 보다는 이젠 허무해
무엇하나 하지 못하는 나의 모습거울앞에 서서 웃음보이며
열심히 살려 해도 소용없어,애초에 내탓으로 돌리지 못한
내 자신이 한심해 오늘도 노트에 코박지.왜 사람들은 해선 안될 말들을 쉽게 하면서,
그게 자신에게 도움이 된다 생각할까?한참을 고민했는데 답없어서
냉장고 안에 남은 술을 마셨어.그래 그냥 어떻게 지내냐
이게 제일 궁금한것 같아 보다시피나야 뭐 잘지내지.
잘지내지
그래 근데 욕할까봐서,
너를 피해 다닌건 아니란걸 알아줬으면 해너를 만나게 되는것 자체로도
그저 죄책감의 방향이 내쪽으로 향해서,여긴 온통 Black 이야
아무것도 없는 곳이야
너는 지금 어디쯤이야?여긴 온통 Black 이야
아무것도 없는 곳이야
너는 지금 어디쯤이야?모든게 변했지.
나는 널 믿게됐고
너는 널 믿었었지.
모든게 변했지.모든게 변했지.
나는 또 널 믿었고
너도 날 믿어줬지.
모든게 변했지.모든게 변했지.
나는 날 믿게됐고
너도 날 믿어줬지.
모든게 변했지.여긴 온통 Black 이야
아무것도 없는 곳이야
너는 지금 어디쯤이야?여긴 온통 Black 이야
아무것도 없는 곳이야
너는 지금 어디쯤이야?__________
It seems I still can’t
be faithful to feelings of lovespending time as someone’s someone
was it hard that way?More than feeling pain now I feel empty
I can’t do anythingI stand in front of the mirror and look at my smile
even though I said “save me!” earnestly it’s no use,At first I couldn’t blame myself
I was pathetic, today my nose bumps with my notebook.Why, when people easily say what they shouldn’t say,
they think that will help them?I worried for a while, and since there was no reply
I drank the alcohol left in the fridge.yeah, just, how are you doing?
I think that’s what I’m most curious about, as you can seeIt’s me, yeah i’m doing fine.
I’m doing fine
Yeah, but it was because I was worried you’d curse at me,
I wasn’t avoiding you, I hope you knowJust with me ending up meeting you in itself
guilt headed towards me,It’s Black here, everywhere
there’s nothing here
where am I right now?It’s Black here, everywhere
there’s nothing here
where am I right now?Everything changed
I came to trust you
and you used to trust yourself.
everything changedEverything changed.
I trusted you again
and you trusted me too.
everything changed.Everything changed.
I came to trust myself
and you trusted me too.
everything changed.It’s Black here, everywhere
there’s nothing here
where am I right now?It’s Black here, everywhere
there’s nothing here
where am I right now?
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